to whom it may concern

"So hold your head up high and know it's not the end of the road
Walk down this beaten path before you pack your things and head home
At the end of the road you'll find what you've been longing for
I know 'cause my feet have the scars to show
I was lost with vague direction and no place to call home

It's time for you to press on
This is not your war
Set your sights to North and press on
This is not your escape
Wash way what they thought of you"

-underoath

(favorite band.. their lyrics speaks volumes)

I've been really into astronomy lately.. maybe it's that nerd in me coming out. I love anything science (even though I'm not a smarty pants). It is absolutely astonishing *if you really think about* just how tiny we are in the universe. I look at the sky each night and wonder what else it out there.. how many stars there are.. the black hole phenomenon.. how many galaxies there.. more planets that what we know?.. and so on & so forth. I could get lost in astronomy and it's a subject where you never stop learning and never stop wondering.

I had an MRI done today (always get way too anxious and worked up over these things) and the whole time during.. I just kept thinking of everything listed above. like, how did we get here? why are we here? what are we doing to better the future generations? how do we know what to do? and a million more things.. I think when things get serious, hard; we truly start seeing things more clearly. I just hope I'm making some type of positive impact for my time on earth.

love always*